I shared my story
I got the pity
I wake in the morning
And I'm treated shitty
I am isolated
I am discriminated
Against.
I am hiding
From their conniving
Words.
I writhe in pain
Throughout the night
Overcome by shame
Too weak to fight
I beat my mind
Hoping in time
It'll disappear
And I'll breathe clear.
I hit I punch I cut I bleed.
This horrid illness suffocating me
I plan I try I stop I see
My actions can affect somebody
But damn I want to die. Damn I want to die.
No. not die.
Cease to exist.
I rather have never lived
Rather have never been
Rather have never did
But here I am struggling
Among thousands of others struggling. in silence.
Behind us
A looming force eating away
At our minds each and every day
You call out for help and nobody hears
You're at the edge, eyes filled with tears
You want to be strong
But can't seem to move along
You should know you're not weak
You should know that you're strong.
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